howdy ho!


hahaha,friends, don t abandon me !
i know i haven t been updating for a super long time!
i have been too busy with projects and outings :D

but now i am so dam freakin free to blog for the whole of june now.
i have my holidayyyys. yes!
i need to note down what should i do, like maybe

get a part time job, go sentosa , THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE, habi lane.

so dam freakin lots to do :D
and it so rocks that my birthday is coming soon :D
yay! so what are you guys getting me! huh huh huh!

and korkor got me a parcel all the way from australia!
so curious what he got for me! and he is so sweet la :D ever since young , i always wanted a birthday parcel but coudln t , cause it was so dam expensive. I know i only wanted a parcel after my brother's ex gf send to him when she was in America studying. I was so so super jealous of him.

anyway, my parcel is stuck at serangoon garden post office because nobody was at home when the post man send it . OH MAN. i just have to wait for tomorrow! ah, my korkor is so sweeet la ;] haha, now that he got no gf, he can spend the money on his loving sweet pretty sister!

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however, this month i have been fhucking unlucky lor.
so unlucky, i am so pissed with myself!

NUMBER ONE!

i lost my floorball shoes.
the new one, my brother bought for me before he went to Australia.

apparently, i gave it to Charlotte to put it in the locker.
it was my first time putting it in the locker and i so regretted it . I would like to thank myself for being so lazy and can t even carry a shoe bag home! anyway, Charlotte put my shoes into a NON LOCK LOCKER and when i cam for the next training, i coudln t find it and it only bang hard on me, it was stolen.

i was so pissed with myself.
i can t say i blame Charlotte. It is actually my fault for putting it there in the first place. I think she must have felt super guilty.

It didn t help that before the training where i realise my shoe was stolen, i had gotten into a bad arguement with one of my group member. She think too highly for herself and when i actually got her down to have a group talk about what is happening between both of us, she told me i kept lookng left and right during group discussion and i just coudln t pay attention . i was super surprised? like omg, i felt that was so not true. But i replied back that it was partially my fault and i was sorry about it . Just when i was about to say what was her problem , she wouldn t let me say!

i was so pissed!
She wouldn t even give me the eye contact! it made me feel like i was the bitchy one instead. I secretly felt that she wasn t happy that bina chose my idea over hers. I mean i can t help to think that way because she only started treating me like this after Bina said her words about our poster.

And when i realised that my group member woudln t want to have peace with me even after i have initiated the problem, i think i just lost control of myself not over this, but also over the countless things she did that pissed both my buddy and i , i threw my pencilbox into my bag and told her, this discussion is over. And in the end, i have gotten more black face from her.

i tried to learn from my brother about democracy but apparently it doesn t seem to work for her. When everybody is doing groupwork together, we are splitting up to do. And there was this one time when i passed to her a paper of my written notes to put up in the power point presentation, she told me how it wouldn t work between me and her because she had nothing to write about and she gave me a black face with it.
And at that point, i felt she actually raise her voice at me when i seriously didn t do anything wrong. It was her choice to choose a topic: TECHIQUES WE HAVE USE while mine was: DESCRIBING THE POSTER. i honestly felt that was no link between the topics we have chosen,

She just didn t had anything to talk about because we were suppose to do mix media with our poster like paint, photography and photoshop! In the poster, everyone get to put in each of their capability but after all the communication problem and only have 3 days to complete it, there wasn t a time for photoshopping which She major in and thus, the only techique she could talk about the poster was PAINTING.

and she was not happy to say the least.

the tone that she talk to me in, made me seem as if it was my fault, so when she return me back the paper, i tore it in her face and asked her sternly, what does she want to write about? i was sick of her saying anything anything anything to ever question we asked her. What do you expect from us or even yourself when your answer is ANYTHING. On a serious note, i do not read people's mind especially hers.

so after throwing my pencil box into my bag and walking off to the library, just buddy and i, i really badly needed to punch something. We went to one corner and played a very ironic song - HAVE A NICE DAY BY STEREOPHONICS. Even after we sat down to do the poster, Buddy said i still looked scary because i kicked the chair hard. I mean , how not to be pissed, when you actually raised your white flag but still got shot down straight in the face.

I told my mom about this and she laughed because she said i am just mad at the fact that i never get to say my piece about her attitude when she actually said mine.

anyway, i think she is scared of me now.
oh well.

so after the bad group discussion, i went for training and realised my shoes were stolen, i just went to the tracks at the sports hall to cry. The shoes had sentimental value man, my brother bought it ! It took him so long to buy it and then i lost it .


NUMBER 2

i lost my EZ LINK CONCESSION CARD.
it cost me 55 bucks.

i lost both of these things in a week!
buddy said, i will end up losing 3 things because it is just the way it works.
i think i will lose my mind next if i lose anything else!

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buddy, astronaut and i went to celebrate sherwin's birthday today!
happy birthday sherwin! :D
we got him a volcom shirt.

later we walked around on our own to esplanade and camwhored like crazy
stupid buddy and astronaut kept making me laugh
especially buddy la, when she ran after the wrong bus.

i feel so lucky to meet both of them :D
we only know each other about a month but we can click so freakin well.
ah, thank God :D